Musings of a modern day gothic Goddess

Well I am sick with a double ear infection and some sinus congestion so I will be sleeping a lot and not around for a little while.

Well not today but soon! My birthday is coming up and I am wondering which if you lovely submissives will be the one to spoil me for my birthday! I expect lots of presents and cash! So get to clicking! There will be a whole new way for you to interact with me very soon. I am doing an entier new webdesign for my website. I will also be adding a new website for you sissies for my forum. Go join if you have not done so already!

http://www.gothiquegoddess.com/sissyforum

There will be the opportunity on the new website to purchase my old clothing, lingere, makeup, shoes, and panties. I will also be allowing you the opportunity to purchase my mp3’s via niteflirt or on CD. Lucky you! New recordings and Mp3’s coming soon!

So a ton has been going on! I have a totally new look! (Operation purple is on hold due to my moms wedding) and of course a lot of new things have been going on in my life! Many of you know I now have a live in sissy, and I am happy to say we are still together.

I did a lot of shopping the other day. Here are a few photos of the new panties and shoes I purchased. I love shopping! I was excited to find the heels as they are awesome pinup shoes. Purrrr I am still working on the pinup look and revamping my wardrobe. If you wish to help with this you may send me giftcards from amazon or torrid to gothique@gothiquegoddess.com those who let me know they have sent me something will receive a photo of me wearing or holding your item.

Aren’t they adorable? I love satin full back panties! I will be selling my old panties on the new website I am going to be putting up here very soon, to make room for new ones. I have quite the panty collection. Purrrr

My sissy bought me a new full size tub. Its awesome! Its a full size pink cast iron with cermaic overlay jacuzzi tub. I am just waiting for her to install everything and I will be set! I can’t wait to take a long luxurious bubble bath in my tub! I may if your lucky install a spy cam near the tub if your lucky. I already plan to install spy cams in the bedroom, and once the dungeon is done I will be putting one or two up there as well!

I was looking at the wayback machine the other day and discovered to my delight I have now been on the web for three years! I know I started in 2005 but did not know it was a full three years. I have had a lot of fun with it and am looking forward to being around for years to come!

Well I am off to bed. I will be posting more as soon as the new website up and running. Have fun my lovlies!

Lipstick and Spanks

Mistress Jayde

Well then I will treat you like one! This is the statment I have made to my sissy tinkerbell tonight. She decided to take her anger out on me today so she is chained to the bed on a dog pillow that we had bought the other day. I am not going to take her disrespect. Normally I do not require my r/t slaves to be formal with me at all times but she seems to need a reminder about who is in charge. So from now on she is never to use anything but Mistress in private at home, or Ma’am in public. I have been way to lient with her and its going to stop now. I will not tolerate it from anyone much less from whats mine. Before I talked with her and put her under punishment I took a little while to calm down. I refuse to hit my submissive in anger. So instead of a physical punishment I put her under the one she is under now. She has also been told that she is not to talk unless spoken to. She may ask to go to the rest room but that is it.

To top all of this bullshit off, I had a female sub that I had to let go. She was full of to much drama and I refuse to let her treat me like crap and pull her do me slut shit. Its not about her, it not about what she wants. Its about what I want, and what makes me happy. Why can’t more slaves understand this? In pleasing me you should be taking pleasure. In knowing that you are making me happy. When I am happy, I indulge in fetishes that I know both of us enjoy. When I am angry with you. Well I would not want to be you. I can be cold and cruel and not in a way that is sexy or hawt for the submissive.

The worst part I am going to assume for tinkerbell is the fact that I am very dissapointed with her and her behavior. I should not have to have dealt with her bullshit all day. So she is going to find me distant and cold for a few days. Maybe it will sink in that her behavior was not ok and she is never to do it again.

So I decided to dye my hair purple. So far its not there yet. I have lightened it three times, bleached it three times and have to stop touch up the bleach one more time. My poor hair was so fried I had to cut it, but its really cute and all punkish looking. At the moment its strange to look in the mirror and see my hair almost peroxide blonde. it will so be worth it once I get it exactly to where I want it. Just gotta get the last spots and then purple and turquoise here I come!!! If I like it enough I think I will continue to play around with my hair color and do other styles. Eventually I would like to do it turqouise with blue streaks in it. Then green with blue streaks, not sure yet. There are so many funky colors I can do it that it will be fun to play with.

If you want to see the various stages my hair has gone through check out my myspace page! (For some reason wordpress is having a glitch so I can’t upload photos)

The sissy forum is going wonderfully! I have to say I am having a total blast with it. I would like to get the parties going but I need to actually find the local sissy community and get some stuff up that they can buy lesson wise to see what I am offering. So far I have a few hundered recordings to do and then I need to set up my store. So I plan to register a new domain soon. Not sure what the domain name will be but it will be something sissy related. Then have the forum moved there and also get a main page to put some toplists up to actually get some more traffic going. For those of you who have not seen the forum yet check it out at

http://www.gothiquegoddess.com/sissyforum

Be sure to introduce yourself when you join! Dommes I would love to have you there as well! We need more Dominas to whip these sissies into shape!

Lipstick and Spanks

Mistress jayde

My latest podcast adresses my thoughts on this matter.

 

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I have to aplogize for my podcast being late. My old host decided that my ftp was not going to work for over two weeks, then my phpadmin didn’t work either. So I had to put things off and get them restarted here. I appreciate everyones patience.

As perdicted Viynl slut came crawling back today. Giggles he has been on the past few days looking for me and low and behold he imed me. I have told him time and time again that he will always come back to me. So of course I took what I wanted from him as I was tormenting him. Imagine being able to watch me on webcam in knee high purple viynl boots, black and purple thighs from hot topic, viynl miniskirt, and of course a viynl corset top from torried with metal grommits and steel studs at the top of the bustline. Then pair this with long black hair and red lipstick, with smokey eyes and my devine voice and well. You have a femme fetale you cannot resist. Such lucky pets that I allow you to even read about this.

While I was teasing viynl slut, sissy tinkerbell was being a good girl and cleaning my boots for me. With her tounge of course. Then using a cloth to wipe it all down. Purrrrs and to bring it all to a head, I wallet raped him for a good chunk of change. Viynl slut always give his Goddess what she wants. He is helpless to resist me. I am his addiction. Beware I just may become yours.

I have a new opportunity for you to interact with me coming very soon via secondlife for those of you who already play it. I want to build myself an empire of slaves to serve me via secondlife as I am building the very same empire in real life. I know you are just dying to serve me in ways you won’t be able to via the internet alone now aren’t you? So for those of you who are interested you may find me on secondlife under the name katanzia mckenna. If you wish to see what I look like there check out my myspace

http://www.myspace.com/katanzia there are plenty of photos there to tantalize and tease the mind. In one of my various guises

Lipstick and spanks

Mistress Jayde

Tonight we decided to play shrink wrap and see where things go. This was the first time I have used shrink wrap but I have to say I love it! I love love love how it makes her unable to move unless I allow it. So after I had her wrapped up on the shrink wrap, blind folded and lying on the bed. I turned on a very hawt lesbian porn and decided I wanted to use her pretty mouth. I have to say she is very talented. After I was satisfied I pulled out my paddle and warmed her ass up with a few good strokes. Its interesting to see how skin reacts differently under the shrink wrap. After I was done with the paddle I pulled out one of my new favorite toys. This wonderful invention called a wartenburg wheel. Purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr lots of tiny spikies rolling all over your skin. heheheheheh I know many of you are going to be so jealous over this. So I will be going to record a new podcast this week. Its going to be titled “The truth about why you will never have me”. I am sure many of you need that wake up call.

In other news I started a sissy academy. If you have myspace and would like to keep up with the updates you may add this page. http://www.myspace.com/feminizationacademy for all of you who are sissies clicky clicky! Add me!

There are wonderful mp3’s up for sale on the sissy mp3 page. Go look! I will be adding more in the next few weeks. I will also be doing some instructional videos for you lucky sissies. Such lucky girls!!!

lipstick and spanks

Mistress Jayde